I read a book that made me think about life. I cried through the entire book if that tells you my condition.
I have been trying to post something for two hours but cant think of how to tell you how utterly unordinary I am, in a ordinary way.
My life is a collection of failed attempts to make my own way. Live by my own code. And not follow the mold my fore fathers have made.
The only rule I ever broke was a rule I made for the purpose of breaking.
I spend to much time planning things I never would really do.
I have a rock in my backyard that I stand on and pretend is the peak of some distant mountain that I summited.
I am a green tree among a black charred forest.
I have others that love me, yet I never have felt so alone.
I am who I am. But how do I tell you about me, when I'm still trying to figure out myself.